January 19, 2011

I Don’t Hardly Know Her, But I Think I Could Love Her

There isn’t anything in the world that can’t be turned into something interesting. Give me a challenge and I’m excited. There’s nothing I can’t learn. There’s nothing you can’t teach me. There’s nothing I don’t want to know. I want to push my limits. Feel my strength. Be filled up. Take the hard way out. Get excited. Tear things up in a fury of flames and heat and smoke and build something else. See differently. Do it new. Kick ass. Let the bullshit slide away and hone in on one single molecule till it explodes in a flash of light and another molecule takes its place. Throw out the standard and make a new one. 

What else is there? Stagnation? Lingering? Drifting away? Bumbling around with our widgets and egos and chores? Laundry? Staring at this and that? I want to scream into space until the whole universe gets filled up and droned out. 

I don’t want to toil away doing something I’m good at. I want to do what I suck at, get good and then do something else I suck at. Give me something to suck at so I can chew the shit out of it and spit it back into the fire. Inspire me. Challenge me. Doubt me. See what you get. 

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